It’s so crazy to me how one little thing can set me off and change my mood for the day.
I could definitely pretend like I don’t feel shitty tonight, but I do. Even though it’s not always fun, I try to stay true to my emotions and not lie to myself about how I feel.
Maybe I’m paranoid and making things up in my head, but either way I hate feeling this way. Tomorrow is a new day and I will make the best of it. No more feeling sorry for myself and always be positive and thankful for the life that I have.
I’m a weirdo magnet
I’m the most embarrassing and awkward person. Ever.
I’m so caught up at work I often seem to be oblivious of what’s going on around me. I was working a serving shift at the restaurant tonight and I was serving a table of drunk guys who kept hitting on me. They were definitely much older than me and they were definitely drunk. They weren’t being rude, they were actually pretty funny but I was so oblivious for a few hours that they were hitting on me. I never think people are hitting on me I always assume they’re being friendly and/or creepy.
One of the guys at the table handed me over a audi business card and said “If you want to buy an audi, call me.” I then responded “you sell audis?” Omfg. Obviously NOT! He just wrote his number on whatever he could find. I only noticed his number on it hours later. LOL I’m so dumb.
I mean, I’m not going to text him or anything, I just couldn’t believe how dumb I was to the whole situation.
Another guy whom I served tonight at the restaurant has been coming around the street I work on all week and he actually came for a beer at the restaurant today and sat at my table. He was so creepy to me. He drove a sweet mustang but he has meth teeth. No thanks. After ordering a beer he followed me into the restaurant (he was sitting at a table on the patio) and asked me for my number.
First of all, you don’t even know my name. Second, you have been nothing but creepy to me, and third you have meth teeth. Bye. He then tipped me 6$ on a beer. Wow… such a balla!
It’s so different today then it was a year ago for me. A year ago I was in the homeland and my life change completely. I connected to something while I was there but I also disconnected from something I had back home.
I was depressed, scared, confused, mad, jealous, and more. I thought I wouldn’t be able to survive a full year. But here I am. Stronger than ever. Happier than ever, healthier, richer, wiser. I’m so thankful I was able to finally get myself into a positive lifestyle. I hope this positivity continues to grow within me for the rest of my life.
Other than that, I’m going to watch Curb Your Enthusiasm and eat some zzaaaaa!
Stay golden pony boy.
when girls press their whole body against you when they hug, it means they like you a lot. also, they’re measuring your body to determine how long it will take them to eat your flesh, a technique shared by boa constrictors